Ive been talking to some of my old friends, Dustin, jean, Brent. The ones that i used to hang out with when i went to Washington High school. I remember the great times we had together. Going over to my friend Jeans house. Sneaking out in the middle of the night to do things we knew we shouldn't be doing(well it wasn't really sneaking since he mom didn't care.) I got into so much trouble with them back in the day. Walking to the mall downtown after school when i was suppose to be going home. I was 5 hours late that day. I can't even count how many times i had them all over to my house to party when my mom was at work till 4 in the morning. When i try to talk to Lora about all these things she says that i was stupid back then. That i shouldn't have done all those things....but i don't regret a thing i did then. If anything i miss those days. I wish it could be like that now. No worries, nothing to be responsible for but my own life, and most of all, no high school work and moving out to worry about. If i could have those days back with all those friends i would do it in a heartbeat but i would bring Lora into that life with me. She is just too naive. She needs to get into major trouble. Do some horrible things so that she can know how the world is like. Have some friends that influence her to do things she wouldnt normally do. The hard times and the good times i went through shaped me into the person i am now. She needs to have the same thing in her life.

Is it bad for me to want those days back? For Lora to be able to share them with me?